Sew intricate - Maybe Two, or Twenty lyrics

Sometimes I kiss my scars It's over with Is this it? Sometimes I breathe in deep Lungs close up I wish you married me Sometimes I break down Give up everything But then I think About you You're so strong You're so strong It's been two years since we even talked But I still call hoping you'll pick up It k**s me to know you took your life No one even knows You were my star and sky Drift away I could lie and try to say That I'm the same Don't watch me cry over your grave I'll take a drink Maybe two, or twenty You're watching me Kiss another on the face I feel guilty Though you aren't here I don't dare to erase I still pay for your phone So I can hear you speak Hear you Drift away I could lie and try to say That I'm the same Don't watch me cry over your grave I'll take a drink Maybe two, or twenty