I cannot look back memories I lack of my yesterday As I serve the shame Nothing left to blame tears fill my eyes Caught in this pain I'm feeling Pouring rain hits my face Stay on this course we've plotted Trust in fate will guide you home I live day by day, alone -still trying to find my way home I try to heal these wounds I've made -trying but can't 'cause I'm still so afraid Lost inside of me Drifting in the sea, no beacon no light guides me on my way so again I stray -why have you lied? Thought I was safe from feeling weights of stories both past and foretold Seasons of manic dreaming Lust and hate, these things unfold I live day by day, alone -still trying to find my way home I try to heal these wounds I've made -trying but can't cause I'm still so afraid