Seventh Day Slumber - Addicted To My Pain lyrics

Striking the match that burns me Pouring more gasoline onto the flame I'm to blame I'm all alone and bleeding And every self-inflicted wound's in vain Am I addicted to my pain? And I can't look without You here Will You wash away all my fear? Addicted to my pain 'Cause I can't see and I can't feel God, I'm praying none of this is real Addicted to my pain I am the judge and jury I always sentence me to be condemned There's no amends I hate with no conditions Will I ever be forgiven for my rage? And break out of this cage And I can't look without You here Will You wash away all my fear? Addicted to my pain 'Cause I can't see and I can't feel God, I'm praying none of this is real Addicted to my pain Take this guilt, this bitter rage Keeping me locked in chains Can You heal my heart? Can You take this pain? Will You wash away all these things? And I can't look without You here Will You wash away all my fear? Addicted to my pain 'Cause I can't see and I can't feel God, I'm praying none of this is real Addicted to my pain, my pain