Sevdaliza - Do You Feel Real lyrics

[Spoken Verse] I thought I’d silenced you But here you are again Welcoming my anxiety I wanted to throw you out Since you decayed I remained imprisoned I thought I’d [?] from you though you had escaped from me Maybe I’m too scared to forget you I just can’t remember how it feels like to function without– Absorbed in total free fall It’s a waste of time It’s not that serious And then, guilt consumes you in your yoga cla** And your teacher convinces you You have to come back more often to solve these issues Right? I look around and realize I am the prop Am I put into this world solely to admire?