Seth Malvin - Perfect Illusion lyrics

I see you dreaming again And it's about another man Why was I so stupid to believe That it would only be just you and me We're on an island And everything around me is spinning, yeah Yes, an island And if I could only bring one thing It would always be you I know you're thinking again This time I don't have a plan I see the sadness in your eyes But you know it wasn't a big surprise I feel you scheming around me You've always looked but never found me How do I apologize for this look And all the chances I never took When will you ever love me I feel the night surrounding me But you've been in Boston since '93 You're the perfect illusion as I can see And you had feelings for another man That wasn't ever part of the plan