Seth Henderson - Ways I Shouldn't Be lyrics

It was the first day that the panic washed away Along with the sunset, the weak ends were replaced I put myself through a long year just to see who I became And nothing will ever, no I'll never be the same I built my world on a landscape to invite the masquerade Hoping I was a subject by design to make a change I put myself at a distance just to see if you would stay But if no one will listen then what difference does it make? I need a little clarity; can anybody out there hear me? I'm searching for a place that's in between where I've been and where I want to be I'm sick of living in this make-believe; I don't know how to shake this feeling I can't resist the weight of gravity, I'm caught up in ways I shouldn't be We're all just fighting for something better than a sickness we can't see Did this life take me for granted cause I'm not sure what I need We all want to get better – what is wrong with me? We all want to get better – please don't lose your faith in me