To raise a smile, to raise a fist To k** emotion, to k** love A velvet kiss, a cut so deep I can't remember her rainy days I can't remember I can't remember her strangest ways I can't remember Is it my words so hollow? Razor smile with lies so sharp Such a bitter pill to swallow Like tiny daggers in my heart I can't remember her rainy days I can't remember I can't remember her strangest ways I can't remember Lost inside her own self If only she knew what I know What she fears the most For her to be without him