Whenever I need somebody I always seem to hurt somebody Could I be like Jesus Christ? Loved but no one's lover Upon your cross of faith in spite Today is like no other Air heavy with the smell of d**h I feel no pleasure, I feel no pain Distorted mind cuts the final breath Sadistic smile on my k**ing face Could I be like Jesus Christ? Loved but no one's lover Upon your cross of faith in spite Today is like no other Sometimes I feel I'd like to k** someone Sometimes I feel I'd like to k** myself Could I be like Jesus Christ? Loved but no one's lover Upon your cross of faith in spite Today is like no other Despair and hurt no longer strangers to me It's not the right way but will set me free And when I feel I'm to fill the emptiness The devil laughs and throws it back in my face