September - Careless Morphine Music (Drake | Paris Morton Music Cover) lyrics

Ugh.. Rhye.. Ugh.. I hear voices in these plain instrumentals most of the time They sing to me, they encourage me to rhyme They hum to the rhythm, they vibe with the vibe Set the tone like heart-monitors and I'm feeling more alive It's heaviness in my heart though, I'm struggling to thrive A certain pain on the boundaries of my mind Stretching my perception The burden of creativity Relapse in space and time Einstein's Law of Relativity I search for a channel to release the negativity And compensate for the loving that I lack Though love was always present, I was Santa on activity Needed to have a clause for all of those that don't react I learnt to shower love on people and expect nothing back Maybe just a little Man, my heart was brittle Shattered too many times, would a stitch save nine? 'Cause I tried over and over, ended up with broken needles The pain was a desert, I couldn't find a well These thorns on these roses hurt me when I tried to smell I built walls, I burnt bridges, retreated to my shell I was drowning in an abyss of these feelings that I felt It took a while but I met someone that made my head swell Ugh Had to be love I was feeling for this girl It sunk me real deep when she told me she'd been expelled Only reaction I could a**emble,"It is well" My life had become an emotional carousel A sad merry-go-round Emotional roller-coaster One minute I was flyer, next minute I was a poster On a wall In the rain My acquaintance was my pain I prayed to Jehovah and He wiped away my stains I tried to cast my cares, still felt the same My pa**ions were my pa**ions, my pleasure was my pain The music was my morphine, the cross was my gain I came across this melody and my heartbeat froze I listened to the beat with my eyelids closed.. Yeah..