[Chorus] I don't know why I feel so far from you and I I don't know why I feel I Feel I've disappointed you I just don't want to make you cry no more No more.. [Verse l] The diary of a sinner (uh) Confessions of a mad man - Tears of a clown But the world is so much bigger (uh) And when you take the mask off and live unbound And you hear the voice (Uh) The one that's crying in the wilderness- But it won't solve anything If you go through with putting that razor into your wrist (uh) Listen to me There's a reason why we're living Reason why we're breathing Reason for the seasons that we've been given A reason God's grace never forsakes us 'Cause all our mistakes are forgiven because Jesus has risen A real chance to die A real chance a life A real chance to find someone like Christ This a real chance to be completed and never defeated By the enemy's deceit and now he's retreating Its you and me and.. [Chorus] [Verse ll] Don't cry, Don't cry, Abba Don't cry (Don't cry) I made a change back in '09 fo' life (fo' Life) I dedicated my whole life to Christ (To Christ) And now I'm standing in the light that you shine (shine) You picked me up when I was dead on the ground You showed me it would be okay without making a sound (Jesus) And every time I think about some sinning Im breaking your heart again Its like I just came to tear your whole world down You would never leave or forsake me You would never hate me (Naw) You're the reason I keep chasing.. Like David, after your own heart (Lord) This whole world can't keep us apart You died for me so I live for you Its just trifling what I did to you My iniquities held you abound on that tree And you still find compa**ion to love someone like me? [Chorus] [Outro] I love you God! I know you hear me, I love you God I love you God Hallelujah Amen