Senses Fail - Ghost Town lyrics

I'm so f**in' over this My sins mean everything Subconscious thoughts are what I need today They said they're gonna get me You ain't getting out alive They said they're gonna kiss me Right between the eyes You gotta watch it, son You better f**in' pray That Jesus Christ will save you It's coming, Judgment Day Leave it up to me Just leave it up to me If you leave it up me I'll f** it up I'm so f**in' over this My sins mean everything Subconscious thoughts are what I need today Mother Mary, did you see? Your son turned his back on me Cause everything I do is k**ing me You've gotta listen, baby I don't think you understand These men are serious And they have dirty plans I turn my back to them And I looked them in the eye And I said if I'm gonna die You're coming by my side Leave it up to me Just leave it up to me If you leave it up me I'll f** it up just like I always do So I give up I'm giving in I get down on my knees I'm nothing but a sinner I can not stand Waking up everyday And staring up at a God Who never stares back at me I'll f** it up I'll f** it up I'm so f**in' over this My sins mean everything Subconscious thoughts are what I need today Mother Mary, did you see? Your son turned his back on me Cause everything I do is k**ing me