This town had sunk its teeth Deep inside of me and now it's a struggle just to breath And this used to be my own safety the sidewalks, they're torn up and the memories are grey I'd rather keep them all that way Cuz I can't relive all of those nights when I was afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same when I was shaking in a cold sweat cursing all the pain I've had I can't go back to all this! (the pain I've had) I can't go back to all this now Look at me I'm a mess a mess of everything that I never wanted to be I can't repeat I can't relive all of those nights when I was afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same when I was shaking in a cold sweat cursing all the pain I've had I can't go back to all this (the pain I've had) I can't go back to all this I can't go back to all this NOW All of those nights when I was afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same when I was shaking in a cold sweat cursing all the pain I've had I can't go back to all this (the pain I've had) I can't go back to all this I can't go back to all this NOW!