I don't want to be afraid of this life anymore I don't want to be suffocated by the weight Who was that person I was pretending to be? Silent compa**ion break these chains of misery Scared to d**h of being vulnerable So I did everything I could to put the walls up I locked myself and held myself in a cell of shame Screaming for a f**ing change Pull the thorns from your heart Pull the thorns from your heart I tried so hard to runaway from the truth I f**ing hated myself so I abused My soul, my heart, my body For the s**uality I didn't choose Pull the thorns from your heart Pull the thorns from your heart Devastated by shame I was so entrenched in pain I found that hell Is the absence to loving self I've been looking for a pearl this whole time It's been right in my chest I went diving to the depths of hell once But I only found d**h And it said to me "Don't be afraid of your end Be bold, be authentic Be brave enough to love again" They said Pull the thorns from your heart To wander in the fields of flowers Pull the thorns from your heart To wander in the fields of flowers Pull the thorns from your heart To wander in the fields of flowers Pull the thorns from your heart Give up a little Gain a little piece Empty yourself Become eternity I will not die I will not die in shame I will not die I will not die in shame