Senses Fail - Ancient Gods lyrics

I used to be afraid to sleep out underneath the stars But now I’m [?] Lord knows I know what it’s like to lack a purpose I’ve waited everyday hoping for my moment Everyone I love is always far away from me Everyone I love is always far away from me [?] Everyone is telling me that I’m never gonna make it out of here alive God damn the oceans that split between our lives Everyone is telling me that I’d better run away if I want to survive I used to be afraid to walk alone out in the dark Now I embrace the emptiness that’s in my heart Heaven knows I’m waiting for d**h to come and take me I’d rather be with you than alone with those that made me Everyone I love is always far away from me (Can’t you see) Everyone I love is always far away from me [?] Everyone is telling me that I’m never gonna make it out of here alive God damn the oceans that split between our lives Everyone is telling me that I’d better run away if I want to survive I don’t need anyone to tell me You’re the only thing I have left Everyone in my life has faded Please tell me this isn’t dead Everyone in my life has left me Everyday is another test to see if I can take this stress without it driving me to drink(Because I’d rather find another way) [?] Everyone is telling me that I’m never gonna make it out of here alive God damn the oceans that split between our lives Everyone is telling me that I’d better run away if I want to survive [?] Everyone is telling me that I’m never gonna make it out of here alive