My mom turned 18 in the 1960s and she doesn't remember stone wall to be fair she can't have known id be her kid that the bricks launched at police would compel me to exist and I think about that now down the ballot of the ones I love and I don't know yet and I wrote it for you oh what a terrible honour it is to watch the sky fall as a character witness I spent the rest of the night freaking out I had to get high just to put myself down but I woke up for you and I cut my hair, because I'm worth it these days I believe in big foot more than god, because who is he hurting I grew up a preachers kid, cleaning up after communions I know that a church is not a way to live its a weekly reunion my best friend found god so we lost touch I bet a saviour beats a friend who thinks you are good enough I hope she finds love and peace and if her kid comes out I hope that she calls me. oh what a terrible honour its been to learn that my blessings are things you call sins ill spend the rest of my life tearing down the Jesus from Texas you put in a crown but I won't give up on you