Semiotics - Cheers Me Proper lyrics

I'm feeling so awkward and out of place In this room, an unfamiliar space And the painted walls are telling me Remember to speak respectfully My apologies for approaching that way Assuming you'd show human courtesy Mine is a young mind filled with hopes and dreams How naive to hold on to cathartic beliefs So I will mind my tongue Swallow it hole until the night is done Why would I waste my breath on someone Who couldn't give me the time of day I'd like to send special congratulations your way For mastering the art of apathy I love it when I walk into a conversation And realize I am the only one Who does not belong And is not welcome But I have to thank you It's humbling to know I'm not loved by everyone I'd try to thank you Though you would not reciprocate Spit me out so I can Lie on this carpeted floor My bed is so close But the sheets can get lonely I'm not half the person I plan to become And comfort seems too close to failure I'm not half the person I plan to become And I'll never stop holding my arms up for better So I will mind my tongue Swallow it hole until the night is done Why would I waste my breath on someone Who couldn't give me the time of day