“Turn my headphones up, I think it's time I open up” -Semit Intro: They say, fake it til you make it, make it Fake it til you make it They say fake it til you, make it Fake it til ya, fake it til ya, fake it til you make it Verse 1: So I fabricate my smiles And fabricate my laughs And talk about the life that I really wished I had I'm just haunted by the past Never sleepin, devil creepin Only way I'll stop, is if I f**ing crash I'm caught up in the flash Snapshot moments I want it all to last I'm the first one to get it Who else from the wick Did it, like I did it? Started off civil Sorry Karen had to flip it. * uh * Why a good girl go bad? Shy chick gone mad? I started off sweet now I talk sour And I bossed up quick like Puff dropped Howard Sit back and laugh And watch ya stay mad I pulled a Yeezy rant on f**ing twitter My heart got cold, man I'ma born sinner Nothing is the same From now till forever Even I f**in changed Cause now I'ma rebel And one day… I'll headline Revel And do what ‘Ye' did and control all the weather Was treated like trash Now I'm worth treasures Man, I felt all the pain before all the pleasure The irony of life Hook: But shoutout to them b**hes that be spyin on my site Shoutout to them n***as that be eyein me in life Love to them haters, turning fans over night But I hate a fake fan but my stans are my life *woah* Verse 2: But I'm only seven teen, only seventeen This is real life, what I used to call a dream And I seem to be the light in every dark setting scene We all know “X”, what about ‘Jean'? Lord, by any means necessary Every verse I spit, is my own obituary I'll do it til the end of time I don't say it, cause it rhymes I say it cause I mean it I'm trynna be like HOV hit a million, million times And sell out shows, buy a rollie freezing time I'm trynna be the mold of my city, make it mine Can't deny it Never flew private. I demand success My life just supplies it But best believe Best believe … I don't got it easy Motherf**ers know I got stress and fees Motherf**ers know I got fam to feed Motherf**ers know fam overseas, slowly dying breed And my mom ain't lookin good Every man she meet, more like a b**h if you askin me When life gets hard, n***a d**h is peace And my mom lost her parents so Rest In Peace Moment of silence please Best believe Ma, you faked it real good Lied in our face, while hiding the truth And I'm sorry for the pain, that I ever caused you Had to make dreams come true I'm thinkin of the future ma, me and you So cut the act, I know how it go I'm the one leading the shows, so best believe I know Best believe I know But Back to the topic I know I just lost it Opened up for the world, life of an artist Rap at it's finest My raps are just timeless My time is f**ing coming Lets sit back and just time it I'll never stop grindin Million dollar shows BMI, it's a sign and dinner party gold ‘No New Friends', but ive always been alone All fake friends talking sh** then call my phone On the weekend, I'm always in the zone Listen to the tone of my voice, of the sound, of the beat Now look at your list of your best MCS I'm coming for the top, not 2, not 3 I'll do it till I drop 16s , 6feet I'll never ever stop This forever Forever ever, for ever forever ? Always three thou. On the beat n***a n***a n***a I'm an out kast n***a I'm an out kast forever Hook: But shoutout to them b**hes that be spyin on my site Shoutout to them n***as that be eyein me in life Love to them haters, turning fans over night And I hate a fake fan but my stans are my life *woah * [VENTING.]