Self - So Low lyrics

Hello, meet my problems I only miss you when i'm with you Got a fly car to jet around town Gone sour to the bone, gone bad to the marrow Financial situation's depleted Guess a slap in the face is what i really needed From a strong hand to make me a man What more could i ask, what more could i stand? I'm so low that i wish i was dead With a knife in my chest and a bullet through my head I'm so low that i wish i was dead Must i go on? Sold all my friends today I'm so low that i wish i was dead I gave everything away Now i'm bound only by twine and thread I'm so low that i wish i was dead With a knife in my chest and a bullet through my head I'm so low that i wish i was dead Must i go on? Just give me time Don't give me time to miss you Just give me time Don't give me time to miss you On a short leash, yet she was earthbound So i threw her in the lost and found Now she's scaring me I found charity with a pink trombone and a timpany Just ignore my footprints And just ignore the sand My epitaph stands before me So wear your ego to the funeral of a frightened man I'm so low that i wish i was dead With a knife in my chest and a bullet through my head I'm so low that i wish i was dead Must i go on? Saw her standing in the doorway, fade away And i believe in it If i were dead If i were dead If i were dead She wouldn't love me anymore I'm so low that i wish i was dead With a knife in my chest and a bullet through my head I'm so low that i wish i was dead Must i go on?