Self - The Mourning After lyrics

THE MOURNING AFTER This is the mourning after What I hafta say with little laughter This is the mourning after When it's me, you pa**ed and the pastor One minute you're here the next one you're gone We at the wake wonderin' what's going on Most of them folk cryin' till dawn word is bond My mind blank Thank God I'm truly whole Feelin' this calm wind goin' through my soul Weird role ‘cuz I'm in total control Watchin' all this sh** unfold (Watchin' my life unfold) Like I'm not even here I have no fear K-9 bites couldn't be more clear Clearer would be a chest heavin' and sobbin' Stoppin' too grim reaper done robbed ‘em Near Hachiko yo with my feel akimbo Gray clouds are rain and no cymbals Feels like a kick from Daniel Dae Kim yo Yo this leaves me in limbo although Bro, people gonna die around me yo This is the mourning after What I hafta say with little laughter This is the mourning after When it's me, you pa**ed and the pastor I ain't got no tears then I gotta pen You know I lost the plot I never did listen Wrote this for my ken and kin when This LSD reality hooked me to my playpen Amen is not enough to rid this carcinogen Lookin' down at a bottle the world's dead Blocks where darkness's hell lead instead It had to happen again Sad days is what it's been All in a mora** you were shut in It was so much more light Aight I was young we had to fight Lookin' back it wasn't too bright They called me, told me: he died last night So many might go, call this side blight Feelings to fight I express turned plight Now finally you're alright you're outasight No worries as your soul took flight This is the mourning after This is the mourning after What I hafta say with little laughter This is the mourning after When it's me, you pa**ed and the pastor This is the mourning after What I hafta say with little laughter This is the mourning after When it's me, you pa**ed and the pastor You only pa** this way a little ways Praise I disobey chaos. Anarchy can stay Pray is the most I could say Moments of peace's mainstay may sway Okay is the answer to the momentary lie Close the door of my room to cry Rose at four to scream at the sky Lost some high Some others should have died We should have tried Read the words of the eulogy to sigh Their voices choices fallen on deaf ears My mind filled up with tsunamis of tears All my acts hurricanes fallin' off plain insane This deep weight of pain itchin up my vein Shares of players pain delayers false airs Am I the only one who cares… Trusting no one these days Dude that's just a damn haze Lost a generation to this heat Lost emancipation to some heat My words to you were incomplete Threw in the towel my cypher's incomplete I'm my own shook no more teats Soldier broke pickin' bu*ts offa street I'm frozen numb like winter's concrete All people turn dumb for some reason Watchin' my life turn to crumbs Some won My heart's on the run if I overcome Ho hum is every second I spent spend Hallowed out wish the stratosphere would rend This is the mourning after This chapter Times with no laughter Friendship's so far evaded hard to capture These waves of loss it's all gone dross It's all been tossed like floss embossed Rhyme I spit I never quit You took your last breath last tackle last hit You ghost That's it Rest in peace This is the mourning after What I hafta say with little laughter This is the mourning after When it's me, you pa**ed and the pastor This is the mourning after What I hafta say with little laughter This is the mourning after When it's me, you pa**ed and the pastor This is the mourning after What I hafta say with little laughter This is the mourning after When it's me, you pa**ed and the pastor This is the mourning after What I hafta say with little laughter This is the mourning after When it's me, you pa**ed and the pastor