Self-Provoked - Dear vida lyrics

[Intro] If you give me a minute girl I'll write you a love song That could only have, been written just, for you And I give you all day, just to let you decide If all that I'm saying, is true I want to write you a love song But it's not a good one to say I first, I first had thirst to know you, but now I'm hurt From the months when I was stuck inside of being To witness what the f** I am seeing, (What the f**?!) All the lies that you held had me f**ed up in my head and f**ed it up for the rest for the rest I use to dream about our future, I could be using my time more wise, but don't accuse her Cause she ain't doing nothing wrong Following my tips and be following from every song See this consentrated like hash I love my life but all this bullsh** I been threw from now at out the past And see there's more to come I see stress, I don't wanna turn to a gun To blow my brains out ''never'' Not the coward type I rather go out more ''clever'' Yeah, yeah, yeah.. [Intro] I wanna dedicate this whole song to you.. Gotta dedicate this song to you And you Gotta dedicate this song to you And you Gotta dedicate this song to you And you This for my life yo' I thought you knew I've had pretty bad anxiety for a while now and it feel like there's no falling out Of this trance of this hole can't go nowhere without feeling uncomfortable They told me cause I'm always high But weed don't bring me paranoia Trust me, I ain't abouta' lie I even stop smoking cause I got convinced But felt the same sh** And the bud I miss Found out the things that outturned my moods such as my main journal list this foo' did nothing but f** up my views (f** up my views) Plus the stress I chose to bring on my own Got me withdrawing from antidepressants ago At home So I light up my joint and close up my ''eye'' Then saw for those moment of love saw for my life (Yeah,yeah), and the agony your brainwash your lie's I had to deal until the day I did mine Guaranteed I gave it full strife's I gave it all my (gave it all my) [Intro] Gotta dedicate this song to you You You You You You You If you give me a minute girl I'll write you a love song That could only have been written just for you And I give you all day to just let you decide if all that I'm saying is true I want to write you a love song Can I write you a love song I wanna write you a love song Can I write you a love song...