Self Destruct - Darcia lyrics

[VERSE 1] I am the Phantom of the Opera/ Marching/ Walking on a street of black coffins/ My heart has found a new home/ And I'd like to tell a story/ About the Wolf and Red Ridding Hood/ The maiden of a similar flame/ How we would dance together/ This is tragedy for those of you in question/ I said I was a Mason/ And we spoke about her grandfather/ The simple things/ See I remember everything/ Like the first time when we kissed/ While she was going through a breakup/ It came with an apology/ I said that I was sorry/ Cause I'm a different kind of man/ See I was raised without a man/ A silly rascal/ And who was I to think/ That I could win her/ When my mother never brought/ Another man into the picture/ That's irony/ The only love I know is unconditional/ And it seems/ The only love she knows is in a bottle/ Manufactured happiness/ Sniffing lines of pain/ Injected with the venom/ Standing in the rain as she sang/ [Chorus] You could smile Love... - I'd rather watch you And you could drop your guard... - But I'm afraid too And you can cry love... - It's been a long time And you can trust me... - Yea, that's what you told me. (2x) [Verse 2] And it's funny when I think about it/ Cause we were laying in your bed/ When I asked you to be my girlfriend/ First/ You told me "No that's not an option"/ That you were tired of relationships/ Tired of the problems/ And I said "coo."/ You were the homie and so I f** with you/ We didn't have a title/ But we both remained faithful/ You were talking to some dudes on the side/ Just in case/ You found attraction in another place/ I gave you that freedom/ Then you took off on a camping trip/ With some other dude/ That was the first time/ That I ever felt jealous with you/ You see I never spoke about it/ Because we didn't have a title/ But it made it very doubtful/ To trust you with my heart/ As she sang/ [Chorus] [VERSE 3] I remember seeing tears on your face/ You told me that/ While you were gone/ You realized how much you loved me/ When we had s** the first time/ It turned into a bunch of times/ The night the condom broke/ And we were scared out our minds/ I wasn't trying to have a kid/ But you thought that I was/ I still remember all the laughter/ After we had that conversation/ And later on I met you mom/ And after that we skyped/ You kept the camera on/ I watched you sleep in the night/ See we were good/ And we were cruising for the next six months/ I didn't have a nine to five/ And so I couldn't do much/ And then I missed your graduation/ Trying to chase the paper/ We had some ugly arguments/ But none of that really phased us/ I left you hanging out on New Years/ But I wanted just the two of us/ Like f** those other people/ They weren't doing sh** for progress/ The doubts started to kick in/ And two months later/ I was replaced by another man/ I should have known better/