SeezMics - Or Do I lyrics

[Verse 1: SeezMics] I get it, get attached and it's gonna go away Awake, await, hypnotic spinning of a plate Beginning of a break down the stairs we tumble Too young to tie up, too high to humble Mumble meaningless marvels and marvel As a star full of rapture unravels Paper thin with a vacant grin And grim is the tale in the trail from the travels No castles, no gra** hut Broken home away from home, all the bad luck Follow me from good to worse, indecisive So divisive that nothing ever adds up Bag lunch when starved for attention Fuel for the engine, cruel as a penchant Defenseless, defensive, intent is intensive Headless, heedless, even abuse in a head trip Your skin makes me cry Why surprised that I'm so shy? Just because a man walks with the truth Doesn't mean his touch can't feel like a lie We tried being adults, ash and amber Temper tantrum, crystallized cancer Smile with this childish charm As the ban on ban*lity extends to the banter You'd rather be in a head than heart, depart We got close and now you're in both Full of emptiness in an empty kiss Explain this ambivalence [Hook 1: SeezMics] I love you, I hate you, I love you, I hate you Love you, hate you, love you, hate you, love you I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Or do I? I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Or do I? I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Or do I? I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Or do I? Or do I? Or do I? Or do I? [Verse 2: SeezMics] Instinct buried under the bones of coping Groping, grasping, answering without asking The lasting last sting of a crude and cra** king Rules a plastic paradise making the gla** sing Middle cla** ring of fire, collapse in desire Attract adversaries to admire Wire the funds across the craze and crave Ways to be brave when to behave is a slave These days, those nights when the mask is on Lion cubs dressed up as Mastodons The past is gone along with the window Sink low, so low, the only high left is to die Externalized anger hangs a hangover Makes the misnomer roam a field In search of any shell to dwell within the ability To part ways without Goodbye without understanding (Or) Goodbye without a check for the therapist (Do) Goodbye without an easier way (I?) Goodbye without anyone to share it with A terror with a taste for timing, teething Every evening, believing the day is a break from the gnashing A broken impression, escape from the pa**ion, invoke the confession You'd rather be in a head than heart, depart We got close and now you're in both Full of emptiness in an empty kiss Explain this ambivalence [Hook 2: SeezMics] I hate you, I love you, I hate you, I love you Hate you, love you, hate you, love you, hate you I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Or do I? I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Or do I? I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Or do I? I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Or do I? Or do I? Or do I? Or do I?