Secrets - "In Loving Memory" lyrics

Beneath charcoal skies my thoughts they roll and slowly fade with time I thought I saw you near, called your name forgetting you'd never hear My words resonate and dance among the void that filled your place It's the little things that grow into the demons that haunt my days This vacancy in my chest Is burning through and the bliss and the will that I have left You know that misery brings company that's not who I am But if regret becomes hope then I will torment the ma**es My last words echo over and over Wish I could bring you back My last words echo over and over The past is the past wish I could forget Pa**ed on, but the past isn't gone I carry all the wrong we've done Each resentment like a stone Guess what I put your picture back up It reminds me of what I should have said I'll make sure I don't forget Off track Without a map in my hand I try to find my pride and define independence Bow down to the sense of remorse I need to stand my ground To hold the weight of insanity Agony is my reality Agony is my reality Step down stand and let me breathe Agony is my reality My last words echo over and over Wish I could bring you back My last words echo over and over The past is the past wish I could forget Lying in this half empty bed between barely alive and halfway to dead Beat down broken and dragged through the mud With one wing dipped in gold and the other in blood I will never be whole Lying in this half empty bed between barely alive and halfway to dead Beat down broken and dragged through the mud With one wing dipped in gold and the other in blood My last words echo over and over Wish I could bring you back My last words echo over and over The past is the past wish I could forget