I be an ivory boy Shall I be your kin? Void of choice ‘for Thou are chosen Love does not befit me For I am only fifteen And you, man of god Is nay Six hundred and sixty si.. Nay Fifty Christened and praised Your lessons be paced Whips when enraged Your holy spirit I felate Father, Does the feather features of my upper lip Besiege you? Does the pale hair On my male chest Deceive you? I do not see you as An equal I see you as evil My prepubescent sense Does not allow me to Laugh out loudly at the irony This is not my mouth, see I cannot speak I am not me I am sodomized Wistful I wish you Would be become eunuch Wish my lips grew fanged If my jaws could dismember I'd pull you bare through The bank With bound wrist pitiful My knife would kiss you I would thank you for your every crystal From your bleeding hands This will do This I will remember Lord why have you left him I thought a life in the lords light Was to the betterment of man And mankind Not the remembrance of The sins of bitter men Guide them O, Lord When Chastity turns nasty Do thou turn the other cheek? Or chastise and despise the animosity? Dozily Lord why do you test me? Lord, have you left me? He has come in again but The doors open suddenly As I look back in awe A light shines in A shock settles A shadow in the door Pleasant perfumes meddle With the wretched room A sense of hope A sense of security embezzled More abuse of my vessel A second coming Confronting A poor response from the Lord I turn my other cheeks Raise my chin I detest a morning sun Come