I didn't want to say no to myself again I didn't want to let you slip away So I told you how I feel and you told me how you feel And that is why we're lying here today Understood the situation Understood why it could fail I knew how far and fast if we might fall Still I'm holding on to whatever turns me on The promise of a new familiar way Full up with fear to be destroyed Anger and doubt That's Why I'm here, to make it disappear Let it out I need more love don't have enough There's so much more I wanna feel And to be touched is to be real Again You're the grace in my addiction Risk my life to hear you smile Let my patient demons have their way And bear my soul to the limit of control The edge that we go over everyday