Season's End - Celestia lyrics

In spite of all these things that I could never have I've seen a distant light inside… With eyes of hope I've drowned myself An angel's tear on my shoulder stained Others' sorrows cut me deeper And yet my own laments leave me drained And in the waning light I saw my angel take first flight Dried up and entwined in my soul My life, the one thing that I can't control Lost in the fog of my fears My eyes welled up silver, I drowned in my tears Scarred with a pain that stems from my mind Ascensions to Heaven leave me behind She left me, left me in despair I can see I'm alone in here I cannot suffer a tortured life All I dared to love is dying From a haunted sleep she calls to me And now I wake to find her gone My life a dream Stay with me