Search The City - May's Funeral lyrics

I caught the first flight home to put you in the ground I haven't come to terms with the news I just found out Today it is raining outside To match this empty feeling that I'm left with tonight You will be missed You were always here to get me through times like this And I know if you were here you'd be laughing at me You would say you're not as alone as you think Here at your funeral everyone is dressed in black As if the colors would attack And I watched everyone in the room start to cry I've never fought tears like this before tonight You've always made it look so easy And you know I struggle through it all You've always made it look so easy And now it's harder than it's ever been before You will be missed You were always here to get me through times like this And I know if you were here you'd be laughing at me You would say you're not as alone as you think It's a year today The first anniversary I hope you're listening I can't find the words to say Here at your funeral everyone is dressed in black As if the colors would attack And I watched everyone in the room start to cry I've never fought tears like this before tonight You will be missed You were always here to get me through times like this And I know if you were here you'd be laughing at me You would say you're not as alone as you think