Sear Bliss - My Journey To The Stars lyrics

Am I ruling in hell? Or is it just a dream so cruel I have taken the hands Of the most magnificent doom Blindly I'm seeking for the wisdom of truth With persistence untold I'm standing in a lake of warm blood Yet my visions are cold I see cliffs and peaks licking the sky And deep cold lakes With the universe their bottoms unite Cosmic forces gave me the strength To take my journey And to be one with the stars I was a demonfaced man But now I'm a manfaced demon Look at me and this face Bathed in the silvery moonlight I admire the splendour But it's getting pale as I leave it behind Now the sparking stars are the only light But their shining still as cold as ice I died a thousand times Yet I believe in thanatism So I avoid the realms of bliss In the search of utter end May the darkest space be my tomb And may my blood paint the stars Lifeless I drift far But I reborn in the shape of emptiness