Seahorses - Seahorses lyrics

I'm not sure Where I've gone When I wrote this song And I move my hands Through these wires As I play for you tonight I'm not all right God knows I've tried But I'm not one for suicide I'm not okay When you say It gets better with time I can't stay, no Not this way Will I be missed someday? I'm not all right You're just polite I know I've lost this fight And I won't wake up