Sea Of Desperation - Htaed lyrics

I can't endure My horrid past Sending up Through spiritual lonely pattern October tide My demise First step To touch the heavens Freezing move and echoes Swoon at way Men in my head Which I loved Playing wasted forgotten deeds Deja-vu Makes me sad Your ghost on the shores Redemption, love and d**h Eerie face of time Staring at me I'm alone in drifting boat Dying all alone And her spirit came to me Then livelong grief is gone Entire right and wrong Sparkling at my sight Whimpering angels died Smothering atmosphere Press me harder Freezing moon and echoes Swoon at way Whisper me the name One I won't forget As suffers as joy as life Cast me reflection On the crystal surface When the real and past meets One drop can crush everything