I am so lost In this night She died – I hear She died k**ing words All inside me In phone Destroy my sanity My heart split Asunder in two In hard suffers Of suicidal vortex I avert from light Laying unmoved At somber d**h brink Ashen and chaotic At scythe of bleak July I saw a crimson moon With prophetic satellites Descending closer Accept my requiem For whom I loved I never forget I will remember Most part of me Died with her If I could knew How pain she held I am alone Feeding on memories Old pictures and past Left by her Perhaps all could be different I never be the same Somber skies returns tonight And autumn grace is everywhere Veils of rain are down...