Scuare - Addlerall lyrics

[Verse 1: Rav] She was my bank of insecurities I was a bag of immaturity She was the Vicodin curing me Yo, why do I make this sh** sound like a eulogy? They were the badges of my purity But they became the barriers skewing me From the path that I chose willingly And still my wrath weakens me currently But I've got a goal, so I can't waste time Man I've got to go, crossing obstacles Not for profits, or products from a Prada store Nor pride, or a prize like a pot of gold My daddy went to Oxford He made a lot of money He thinks I've used him for it That's what he's told my mommy And that's what mommy told me when I told her that I'm leaving to America Pursuing my dreams, your son's a demon But I ain't mad at y'all, we're incompatible Choking on the adderall Smoking dope, the gra** is tall [Verse 2: Scuare] Weaponized illusion, tell the truth, it's hard to recognize Spinning it out of control, beholding to this web of lies Peter Parker picked the path, now pay the toll Paint a proper picture packaged by the prophet save the soul Pack the pockets, pack the bowl Then back to practicing the road The pa**ion acting like it's ratchet That's a tad irrational But that's the goal In fact it's half the actual Better get up, rattle off A billion little addled thoughts till it's over Make a spot to wind down Break it off for right now And get closer To building bridges from the bricks and the decisions that exist But it's no sir Things sing songs about the same dreams long before we came Seems all these labels playing with the psyche The fortitude just forces you to face with the unlikely [Outro] sh**, I don't even know what that means Yeah, that's all I got to say