Funny how u think this sh*t is okay Ive been crying in my room and up for 3 fu*kin days jus afraid to close my eyes and miss a whole fu*king day i been stuck inside my head wishing i could jus relax and be okay But my thoughts won't rest i think they've built a nest And made themselves feel right at home inside my home but what's a home when i can't even find a place to be alone And now ive built a wall At least nine feet tall And it's been blocking all these feelings i been tryna keep at bay I wish that i could stay awake A little longer but i guess we'll have to wait another day U u said u didn't care Well hows that even fair Im glued right to my chair And now i, i've got nowhere to run And im so fu*king done With all this sh*t I need to quit It's really funny how it all fell into place And just blew up into my face now ive been tryna find somewhere to fu*kin stay Im so tired im so wired off the sh*ts inside this pit Broken hearted need catharsis jus to get some of this weight off of my shoulders tryna move a fu*king boulder Im like a savior in a tomb but there is no saving to do Im no messiah but I got a fu*king message for you