Scream Vendor - My Abuser lyrics

I once thought my constraints were the Red Thread of Fate I now know all those things you did were to hurt me I am broke into pieces like a porcelain doll IT HURTS Everything you did has made me not mentally stable I'm a puppet and you controlled the strings OH NO NO Keep in check all these negative feelings MY MY MY You are the one whose broken me You've made me hurt too much to bear I can't help but be victim to your manipulating MANIPULATOR My Abuser All you told to me were a bunch of awful lies I was too pitifully stupid to realize I was so simple minded just spilling my guts SECRETS That you kept deeply in your mind to use against me I'm your plaything that you put on a leash OH NO NO All of these things that make me want to SCREAM MY MY MY You are the one whose destroyed me You've broken me beyond repair I can't help but be victim to your manipulating PUPPET MASTER My Abuser It's about time that I stop feigning innocence I am just as toxic as you I also made some manipulative comments I also lied just like you do You're a puppet and I controlled your strings MY MY MY Feelings are such complicated things You are the one whose broken me I've made you hurt too much to bear We have both been victim to each other's harsh abusing I NEVER LOVED My Abuser