Scovery D - One Love lyrics

[Verse 1] Im sittin in this ambulance Pickin on the candy man I wanna be a family man and strictly stick to ambiens Damn I dont wanna be alone And i dont need the weed or coke I know it helps and keeps me going Yo and though it helps me cope I know it isnt healthy so Espessially when i mix it with some vodka, a nos and a monster I constantly ponder I wish we were back on the same team Sometimes i look back and i day dream And lately how happy it makes me is actually amazing My friends dont get it, they tellin me im stupid I see you as a blessing and you seeing me as useless The truth is its hard for me to do this Im losing my mind for this rude chick Im sick of music Dont go and take my words personal Because some of the sh** i say is cause im hurtin yo I try to channel my anger, explode on a track And the thing thats mostly holding me back is the fact that i always go and over react But i can't be with anybody else, ive tried Because i always think of you and then i melt inside And its the hardest thing to do because i felt i died My chest was hurt It was stupid as if using you for s** at first But i wasn't, we was f**ing but when stress occured It had made you way more than just a flirt And i may have changed around you But ill never be the same without you I didn't have a clue how to express myself So i stayed away for days and days, i guess it helped Yes the method to my madness is seperate from the sadness I stepped into the blackness And i ain't coming back b**h Yeah This doesnt justify the acts that i commit But f**, in my defense, im 16 and equipped with a mind of sins U been different than her, youre different than all But this vision occurred and its pissing me off Girl id give you my all if i had you back And i told you up front that I had your back N-no matter what Ive had it but my heart is bruised and battered bruh Its hard to move, im outta luck So out of love im boutta cut ties Whats life if you ain't got enough pride You were right, i shouldve f**ing listened to you And when i thought that you were pregnant i had wished it was true And between me and you Im hypicritical, controling, likely im selfish But your the only f**in girl that i see myself with And hopefully In time find terms where we both agree But i dont believe That is over i know that theres hope for me People ask if im done with the ark beef, hardly f** one love this is heart beats part 3 I find myself at night just hoping you Be with me again but dreams dont come true [Verse 2] A year ago you changed my life, now devin he is dying But vegas is untouchable, youll never see the signs Im feelin f**in guilty, heard that jealousy's a crime And if thats the case, i have to say you never leave my mind My karmas comin back to me, the devil needed time Im satan in an angel so its hell for me inside Ah To be honest i dont even f**in pray anymore Cause my prayers werent answered, i wait in a storm Forreal and its bad cause i feel like im trapped I keep droppin the pen, i do not wanna move This is not who i am, this is not what i do Im a kid, aggressive and obsessed who can't explain moods And im just discovering that pain will change you The f** are you supposed to do when losing what means most to you? It ain't just pain, its more than that I wrote this cause im torn in half And sorta gettin bored of rap I dont f**in need it bruh My staminas decreasing tryna keep up with the media Me and vegas need a day to straighten all our breathing up All this rapping has a pattern, asthmas what is keepin us From moving forward you would it if you tried to reach for trust But y'all are f**ing snakes and ain't gon ever whin this beef with us Vegas is a product of my past pain, half sane If i could turn back time I probably wouldn't change a damn thang But then again i might to make it right with angelina Its like im fightig man to keep her In my life, i swear i need her Preach my life through pairs of speakers Leave me out beside your sneakers Cause im trash, just ask my teachers Im a menace to society, ain't got no reason speaking And to all of yall thats trying me, ill leave you on the beaches You just talk behind the bleachers