Scotty Apex - God's Paradise lyrics

[verse 1] Writing all these letters for the woman never treated me better Smoking not option cuz I gotta keep a caution To the lies of the beast tryna get me under pressure Feeling all this pain I remained in the weather My body so restrained feeling tamed to the pleasure Pleasure of a fool what To do if I'm clever Coming so aggressive at em What you lack is effort Yessir Walking home alone late nights tryna make it to my zone I was thinking about you Thinking what you told me in my bed that night when I was needing some advice thank god you came through Coming from the bottom make you hungry for the things you never had So I'm anxious but I'm patient And that's something that you lack Tryna make it to my dreams Life ain't what it seems But I'm glad god put me with this inverted team thank god [hook 1] Nights on the moon I ain't never coming back In life things change Like Friends where they at Put my sights together and we from this scratch Scotty Apex put the nap on map let's go [verse 2] Yeah I'm working for my sisters so they live free And I be Writing down my thoughts let the pen bleed Cuz I ain't tryna change the game I'm tryna change me And So I hustle through my struggle Pray to god and keep it humble Why you flexing with all the pictures that you do tweet I'm So confused in my moods when I do sleep And What you do is sometimes who you do be I see my vision been different than the bigger picture With All these visions of a Christmas for my mom and sister And The devil always scheming for the people with ya So I did it on my own Been grown cuz I remember It was late No food for a plate Mama crying hard she was trying not to break She told us god's plan took my hand and we prayed Got up out the place made a stack the next day I do it for my moms I do it for my sisters I do it for my homies Know the people with ya I do it for myself cuz I felt like I'm bigger Do it for the kids big dreams be richer Never fallen victim to addiction of the liquor Cracking through the system with this rhythm I deliver A young kid bout it cuz I'm grounded to the winter Counted all my blessings never stressing only bidder SWEET Believe to compete Got my feet to the streets And I'm beast mode on em so they got me on a leash So To be who you dream is to be who you are So I'm true to myself always felt like I'm me I believe In you I believe in you girl you the truth Never ever felt like I've fell to a feud Reasons for a smile I could prolly think of few It was you