Scott Mariani - The Alchemist's Secret lyrics

1 France, October 2001 Father Pascal Cambriel pulled his hat down tight and his coat collar up around his neck to protect against the lashing rain. The storm had ripped open the door to his hen-house and the birds were running amok in a panic. The sixty-four-year-old priest herded them back in with his stick, counting them as they went. What a night! A flash of lightning illuminated the yard about him and the whole of the ancient stone village. Behind the wall of his cottage garden lay the tenth-century church of Saint-Jean with its simple cemetery, the crumbling headstones and ivy. The roofs of the houses and the rugged landscape beyond were brightly lit by the lightning flash that split the sky, then plunged back into darkness as the crash of the thunder followed a second later. Streaming with rainwater, Father Pascal pushed home the bolt of the hen-house door, locking the squawking birds safely in. Another bright flash, and something else caught the priest's eye as he turned to dash back to the cottage. He stopped dead with a gasp. Visible for just an instant, a tall, thin, ragged figure stood watching him from across the low wall. Then it was gone. Father Pascal rubbed his eyes with his wet hands. Had he imagined it? The lightning flashed again, and in the instant of flickering white light he saw the strange man running away across the edge of the village and into the woods. The priest's natural instinct after all these years as pastor to his community was to try immediately to help any soul in need. ‘Wait!' he shouted over the wind. He ran out of his gate, limping slightly on his bad leg, and up the narrow lane between the houses, towards where the man had disappeared into the shadows of the trees. Father Pascal soon found the stranger collapsed face down among the brambles and leaves at the edge of the woods. He was shaking violently and clutching at his skinny sides. In the wet darkness the priest could see that the man's clothes were hanging in tatters. ‘Lord,' he groaned in sympathy, instinctively taking off his coat to wrap around the stranger. ‘My friend, are you all right? What's the matter? Please, let me help you.' The stranger was talking to himself in a low voice, a garbled mutter mixed with sobbing, his shoulders heaving. Father Pascal laid the coat across the man's back, feeling his own shirt instantly soaked with the pouring rain. ‘We must go inside,' he said in a soft voice. ‘I have a fire, food and a bed. I will call Doctor Bachelard. Are you able to walk?' He tried gently to turn the man over, to take his hands and help him up. And recoiled at what he saw in the next lightning flash. The man's tattered shirt soaked in blood. The long, deep gashes that had been cut into his emaciated body. Cuts on cuts. Wounds that had healed and been slashed open again. Pascal stared, hardly believing what he was seeing. These weren't random slashes, but patterns, shapes, symbols, crusted in blood. ‘Who did this to you, my son?' The priest studied the stranger's face. It was wizened, gaunt almost to the point of ghoulishness. How far had he wandered in this state? In a cracked voice the man muttered something: ‘Omnis qui bibit hanc aquam…' Father Pascal realized with amazement that the man was speaking to him in Latin. ‘Water?' he asked. ‘You want some water?' The man went on mumbling, staring at him with wild eyes, clawing at his sleeve. ‘…si fidem addit, salvus erit.' Pascal frowned. Something about faith, salvation? He's talking nonsense, he thought. The poor soul was deranged. Then the lightning flashed again, almost directly overhead, and as the thunder roared an instant later he saw with a start that the man's bloody fingers were wrapped tightly around the hilt of a knife. It was a knife like no other he'd ever seen, a cruciform dagger with an ornate gold hilt set with glittering j**els. The long, slim blade was dripping with blood. It was then that the priest understood what the stranger had done to himself. He'd carved these wounds into his own flesh. ‘What have you done?' Father Pascal's mind swam with horror. The stranger watched him, rising to his knees, his bloody mud-streaked face suddenly lit up by another flash of lightning. His eyes were empty, lost, as though his mind was in some other place. He fingered the ornate weapon. For a few moments Pascal Cambriel was quite convinced that this man was going to k** him. So here it was at last. d**h. What would it bring? Some kind of continued existence, he was sure about that, even though its exact nature was unclear to him. He'd often wondered how he would face d**h when the time came. He'd hoped that his deep religious faith would prepare him to meet whatever end God intended for him with serenity and composure. Now, though, the prospect of that cold steel sinking into his flesh turned his legs to water. In that moment, when there was no longer any doubt in his mind that he was going to die, he thought about how he'd be remembered. Had he been a good man? Had his been a worthy life? Lord, give me strength. The madman stared in rapt fascination at the dagger in his hand, and back at the helpless priest, and he began to laugh–a low gurgling cackle that rose up to a hysterical shriek. ‘Igne natura renovatur integra!' He screamed the words over and over again, and Pascal Cambriel watched in terror as he started feverishly slicing the blade into his own neck.