Scott Lewis - Answers In Mourning lyrics

I can't see it but I feel it everyday I'm watching the fain fall through this broken gla** and I'm washing the blood from my hands, washing the blood from my hands I shouldn't even try, she's right This time it's gonna take everything that I have, everything that I have These are letters I'll never send, words that will go unsaid I want you dead And bury you in the darkest part of my heart Your arms were my open grave begging me back Like a walk through a dead winter park, it was over before the start These are letters that I'll never send I want you dead