Scorcher - Stop My Pen From Crying lyrics

[Hook: Wretch 32] I will not keep silent But I just really wanna stop my pen from crying But I don't really wanna end each line with I just really wanna stop my pen from crying Things happen so I've gotta keep writing But I just really wanna stop my pen from crying And I don't really wanna end each line with I just really wanna stop my pen from crying [Verse 1: Wretch 32] How can I stop my pen from crying When I put pain in the ink? I'm straining to think I'm drained, I lay and I wish that those that lay in a ditch Could play with their kids I've prayed, I've sinned, I've changed, I think I'm saved within I bleed creative ink I breathe books and cry lines And when my granddad died, my pen cried And when Georgina got leukaemia And I looked into my friend's eyes I'm not playing, cuh God made me Know exactly how it was for Diddy when he lost Faith And not a lot's changed, I still don't believe in much And my gran keeps telling me to keep in touch And I haven't tried Cuh since Granddad died She ain't been feeling loved And when she goes, I'll be bleeding floods Lyrically leaking love all over the page, all over again I can't stop I'll bleed on beats till my heart stops And I'm dead meat But you can't X out the Wretch Cuh I'll get beats and then cardiac arrest Becuh d**h's peak and I can't be arsed to rest How they test sleep [Hook: Wretch 32 & Darren B] Look, if things happen, I will not keep silent But I just really wanna stop my pen from crying Look, I don't really wanna end each line with I just really wanna stop my pen from crying But things happen so I've gotta keep writing But I just really wanna stop my pen from crying Look, I don't really wanna end each line with I just really wanna stop my pen from crying [Verse 2: Wretch 32] I tried to stop my pen from crying And then Janine died When the car that she was in collided And she drove to a better place And I looked in her coffin So no, I won't ever forget her face And no, I don't ever forget a face So I still see Charlene's Gla**es when I can't sleep, it can't be Half six and I can't dream I squint my eyes like I think I'm blind I jump up, then I cry sixteen lines Can this be right? Has someone altered my sight Or am I just haunted for life? It's unfortunate, alie And when my mum's mum pa**ed away I didn't wanna war with my son's mum's arse again Cuh life's too short to pa** the blame And it's my fault why we don't start again But it's like you're too quick to use Kyrayn And he's part of Jermaine Look, sometimes you should stop and think Cuh I've been stressed Since I found out my friend's mum Just might not have that long to live So I told him what he told me Hold your head, be strong and wish If not for you, fam Then at least do it for your kids [Bridge: Wretch 32 & Darren B] Listen, look, when I write I shed tears through the pen, they say I cry (they say I'm crying, yeah) Look, it's like I'm shedding tears through the pen when I write Listen, look, when I write I shed tears through the pen, they say I cry (they say that I'm crying) Look, it's like I'm shedding tears through the pen when I write Listen, when I'm writing I'm shedding tears through the pen, they say I'm crying (they say I'm crying, yeah) Look, it's like I'm shedding tears through the pen when I write [Hook: Wretch 32 & Darren B] Look, if things happen, I will not keep silent But I just really wanna stop my pen from crying Look, I don't really wanna end each line with I just really wanna stop my pen from crying But things happen so I've gotta keep writing But I just really wanna stop my pen from crying Look, I don't really wanna end each line with I just really wanna stop my pen from crying