Schallfaktor - Suicide Confession lyrics

Today is the day, this day I call mine The state of darkness, I always call fine Supressed emotions spreading the truth My suicide confession allover this time Now come to an end, now I can see clear There to much fear, that can not bear All in all I'm so very misplaced here Always there's no love I can share Suicide confession A waiting gates of heaven or hell Suicide confession A drowning hunger, to loud to yell Suicide confession A waiting gates of heaven or hell Suicide confession I can remember how often I fell Always on the run Seaking the caress Never been the one Who was touch by love's bless A substitute for hunger A hard narotic greed Be beyond remedy of the pa**ions I need Damn the emotions, which never were mine Loosing mother and father, drop my lifeline No sense in dealing how being alone Dreaming of the place somebody called home Suicide confession awaiting gates...