Sceptic - Spiritually Tormented lyrics

I remember the day - it came to me at last In the liquid memories displayed by my past Past filled with fears - endless pain and suffering Feelings I cannot recall, even the smallest thing [Chorus] I saw this once, before it started to grow inside of me I didn't change yet - spiritually I saw this again, just after it finished with me I'm not the same man - mentally [Chorus 2] My spirit bleeds tormented by negatives of mind It's because I was always like those who weren't in sight Like all those who I hated - their false intimacy And all those faces I've never wanted to see Like from behind the mist, retrospective place Is changing my soul without sign of a trace Chase after elements of gained experience To devastate spirits we lived our lives with [Repeat chorus] [Repeat chorus 2]