So many times I wanted to give myself to some body else But I can't get rid of memories from my head - from the past Because each and every day makes it harder to hold on I am grateful , it is my gift I give them a piece of me I wait for those who remember because I can't brake through these bricks Without friendship living is like sitting in windowless room While we share our life with someone we don't take it all But loneliness who will stand it under black cover of what we call reality Surrounded by many walls of my own strange and confused world It is dark and silent, I feel something's utterly wrong at me It's hungry and prepared - I am scared , I am still waiting for them For those who remember - they are like windows , they give light