Sceptic - Sceptic lyrics

I'm blamed for normal life I want to get away from shadow and cry My frozen heart is like a stone Is like a stone on the depth of lake Sadness is my normal feeling Night is a day for me I'm slave of a mortal things Sacrificed to the northern winds Dark boat of my sceptic life Is floating away to a paradise I talk to myself I think about the end d**h is my only friend Evil is my only choice I stand on the edge I wait for the end d**h's my destination My way is going to hell