[Verse 1 Scatta G.] It's dark outside cold and raining in the streets You think ain't nothin movin until you look up and see me Walking, watching rain drops fall through frosting For every breath I take in life the smoke take three seconds off it So many tears shed I should have a pool to learn how to swim in I refuse to be a hopeless drownder for as long as I'm livin So many tears shed From rap dreams not taken serious Ask granny how many make it, she say one in a million Swear to God I'm the one My mama's only breathing son Sippin tea, kickin tree, thinking about elevating to dust Promise this not for fun I would never play games, gang bang, or slang just for street fame Leave that to the lames My music motivates regardless of gender or race A pain pill Take me three times a day for pain I quit smoking but I used to blow purple rain Find a chemical imbalance when you enter my brain I feel ugly so please don't make me murk a dude today Depression hurts everywhere just like the commercial say And You lames is cheesy so yall food to me The point is pain ain't nothin new to me Mothaf**a Sometimes it takes a stand still to keep you from fallin Subtract the rap sk**s I wouldn't be hated this often I give props so I'm the coolest thing walking O.K. he could rap, but we don't wanna hear that bullsh** he talkin I make music to soothe the soul because it's cold and scared My hommie told me he don't rap no more and broke my heart My mama told me she tired so I energized my brain and swallowed the strain Since I was raised in the house of pain It's nothin To reach the top because the limits the sky I haven't reached my peek I guess I'm only medium high Got damn it I'm a G If not I'll be a G on time Either adjust to the time or get left behind Bye They can't be the truth because the truth is ugly So tell them cartoon goons I said move it muttly It's Scatta G Not Scotty G Not Scary G I'll F*ck yo B*tch one time and make her wanna marry me This therapy, this a head rush This motivation for any other brother who need some help to hold his head up Tell talkin n***as they can rest they tongue And don't worry about me the best is yet to come