Scarve - Boiling Calm lyrics

My subconscious battles it's way to the surface Roaming through the wilderness that always prevails The shell cracks open, releasing sheer madness The certain man is the man who fails To see will never again be to believe In nothing I couldn't ever place my trust Where projectiles plummet and overshadow The last shred of sanity is bound to leave Luminous ages of infinite reflection Permanently misleading me from reality Neural transformers deprived of connection There are no more words left to be spoken Numb suffering arises from out of nowhere Defying any logical sense of belief If this is how soul and spirit fornicate I'll run all the way to hell and remain there Boiling with disgust, I never meant to be this way Bleeding of my guilt, I never meant to be this way The d**h of a being slowly closes in - every spare second, a breath is taken And when it all comes down to the end, theres no more meaning to the horror called sin