Scars Have Faded - Starting Over lyrics

For so long, detachment from life has worn my will thin And fixation on my past has seemed like everything I was clinging to something I hoped would last But every time, time has buried what I wanted to stay I need a constant, but I need a change Wishing for what I want to come back Has gotten me nowhere, and left me with nothing But a void I can't avoid I'm ready to move on I'm ready to believe in me I'm ready to overcome I'm ready to look forward and achieve I'm tired of being like this every day – Stuck in a routine that always reminds me How much I question why I remain this way Repeating myself and staying the same My heart; it bleeds With the things I lost and what I think I need But I won't be overtaken by this grief And I don't want to hate me I just want to be the man I'm aiming to be I'm ready to move on I'm ready to believe in me I'm ready to overcome I'm ready to look forward and achieve This was my disposition to an actual decision My distance from desire to be included in existence