Scars Have Faded - False Family lyrics

You had the nerve to come back and try to buy my love like nothing happened, as if that's some kind of consolation for being abandoned I've always been your outlier Well, you're just another liar I can't even pick up a phone and call you So I guess I'll just leave this message here: Are you proud of who you didn't raise? I wonder if you'll see who I turned out to be; The repercussions of dodging your responsibility Turns out I've got some fight in me And every time I hear my last name I'm reminded, I wasn't good enough for you So tell me, what did I do? What did I do to you? I know there's worse things in this world that I've seen But sometimes it doesn't make sense I wonder about how different life would've been Or what I'd say if I ever saw you again I couldn't say that I miss you dad, because I wasn't worth your time And I know that you dont want me in your life But I'll be just fine Because I'm more than alright Without you here And every time I hear my last name I'm reminded, I wasn't good enough for you So tell me, what did I do? What did I do to you? I'm just fine And I'll never be the father that you were to me You're not really family to me