Scarling - Bummer lyrics

I loved this person who didn't love me I stuck around, hoping that they would see Unwilling to lose - reluctant to care So confident in the substances we'd share And it was a There was a ghost who haunted my head Paid close attention to every word he said Gave him perfection gave all I could give But what he wanted - was for me not to live And it was a Blank and so beautiful - beige and benign You're pulling ahead - left me falling behind Bummer Blank and so beautiful - beige and benign You're pulling ahead - left me I'm falling behind Bummer Blank and so beautiful - beige and benign You pulled ahead - left me failing behind Bummer Blank and so beautiful - beige and benign You pulled ahead - left me failing behind Bummer I threw a party But nobody came I threw a party and I was never the same I threw a party But nobody came I threw a party and I was never the same