Breathing just didn't feel worthwhile today. I swallowed the taste of dead s** off her tongue, she screamed in technicolor. She's still screaming the color of her confusion. I can't see the color of my screams. They erased color from my mind, erased color from my heart. Swallow the taste of dead s** off my tongue. she screamed in technicolor. She's still screaming the color of her confusion. I can't see the color of my screams. I bare my wrists with hope (that someone will slit them for me) I couldnt deal with the burden (of slicing the veins myself) But I would fall to my knees (and smile up at that savior) I see too much in my blood.... too f**ing much, too goddamn much, I've seen too goddamn much Sometimes while I breathe color returns, but it wasn't worthwhile today I thought you never died (I lost that perfect color) I thought you never died (I lost that perfect color) I thought you never died (I lost that perfect color) I thought you never died (I lost that perfect color) I thought you never died (I lost that perfect color) I thought you never died (I lost that perfect color) I thought you never died (I lost that perfect color) I thought you never died (I lost that perfect color)