Scapegoat - Downward lyrics

Downward spiral I thought the worst had pa**ed me by But I can't go on In this cycle I know too well So fly......away..... And I'll k** you before I k** myself to be...... Free Long discussions I tell you how I feel But still you sit there waiting Eyes are cold, and your heart is black But still he walks slowly The same rhythm of feet on floor Just to k** me softly But I'll k** you before I k** myself So fly......away....... And I'll take you before I take myself and be...... Free One more romance One more hate unto my heart Until I stick this through him And I'm covered in his blood And I hope they both die A painful d**h which I deserve Cuz I'm always wrong So myself,... so ya know I'll be free Hate is such a strong word Yet it seems to perfectly describe my feelings towards you